sparkly glitter times

I am really glad that i took sculpture this semester. I really enjoyed the realness of our entire class and seeing how a project can be interpreted in so many different ways. I hope a lot of the people from our class continue to take sculpture. I liked our class because it was real, sometimes it would be just like hanging out with each other and sharing ideas and thinking about the world and what it says to us, and thats what i like to do. I think the best way to teach something is through freedom, enlightening people and then having their mind do the rest, and i really think that the success of our class was based on what happened to us outside of class, after class, and how much we were each effected by the things we talked about This semester was insane for me, I feel like my head and person just expanded in so many ways and i think its funny how you can never really understand or see things clearly until they are over. I think the entire concept of college is kind of weird. I never thought i would be here and sometimes i wonder if i should be or if i should be off joining the circus. Sometimes i wonder, whats going to happen to us all? But why am i worrying about that stuff. We all have something in our lives that we love to do, and momments where we are just so alive and real and happy and we should just really be thankful for everything no matter how bad we may feel sometimes. Thats why i feel life is more about doing what you love then doing other stupid mindless bullshit. I guess sometimes i am just overwhelmed by the very idea of existing, how amazingly good and evil everything can be. I guess what im trying to say is everyone is as equally good as they are bad. Any good or evil that you encounter in the world is based on whats inside of you, not the thing that is inflicting it upon you. It doesnt matter what is going to happen, the good or bad things you do, it matters how much you love the little things that life can give you, and if you see them or choose to ignore them. If you replay them in your mind, and let them spill in to every other thing you do. Our existence is temporary. We will not be young forever. And right now is beautiful, its magically awesome and it makes me want to just explode because i love it so much, and i hope everyone can just take some time and realize that, because some things are just so rare, keep them always in your mind, and then you will really understand why we are here in the first place.
to conclude that.... all you kids in sculpture, in life are great, it doesnt matter what you make how you make it it matters the feelings that you felt and how you connected with what you made, what it did inside of you and if you love it like you love those rare magical times that make being here worthwhile.